i don't want to blog

but i don't have friends with me right now who can listen to my life's rantings as they always did. tsk.

life.

i'm just so depressed how this day went through. everything was fine, i believe. i woke up at the right side, i have some friends online, i came to work earlier than the time i'm supposed to clocked in... i entered the monitoring department's office with a sunny smile on my face... but i was wondering why all of my officemates were staring strangely at me.. i have no idea that that will be my last day in that department.

life.

just for the reason of being friendly to my previous department-mates i was demoted. yeah, i'm now back at the benefits and cards services department. when it's just yesterday i was listening to their call, looking for their mistakes, sending them a write-ups that will cause them suspension or even up to termination. i can't blame myself for being friendly, i don't want to make them feel that i betrayed them even i am the one sending what they call "death threats". i don't want to break the friendship we had just because of my new "tasks". but then again, for that i was demoted. but i really see no apparent reason for doing such.

bahala sila.